weird.

i feel aukward (tsakto spelling? sry mangu ko)

why? it's because i feel i have no feelings at all. i don't worry if our batch will disperse soon. i don't cry. i have no emotions at all. no sensitive side. stone-hearted.

well, i feel this way because i'm optimistic. i know we will see each other again really soon. some of us will study on the same school - that's one. and many of us will come back to school during foundation day or intrams, too! see? there are so many opportunities for us to see each other again. don't worry.

and if we'll not really see each other, for sure we treasure the memories we've had during our high school days. thoughts are enough. it's priceless.

DON'T BE EMO!
we will meet each other again on chapter 20. PROMISE.

A Chapter from a Diary

Problem solved. We're fine now... But dammit I still can't help but feel jealous... Why am I like this? I keep on saying to myself that everything is fine, everything is okay, but I'm still jealous. Why? Because I'm useless. All the times we've been together, I've never done anything to make her happy, I've never done anything to help her. I'm a damned useless motherfucker. Not a single time have I made her happy, not once have I made her smile. I'm useless. I was right. She's better off with him. She's better off without me. I was right all along. But I never even bothered to listen to myself. Now look at me. I'm down on my knees begging time to turn back, even though I know it wouldn't. Its useless to think that I could make up for the mistakes I've made. There's no more time. Its pointless to think that I could have her again. Time isn't with me, neither is destiny nor fate. I'm down on my knees praying, if I could b given a chance to change everything. But I know its futile. Its worthless... I'm worthless... I wish they would've let me quit before... My life isn't worth living anymore... I can't live without her... I just can't... Life is cruel if she's gone... Please... Let me die now... Let me end my suffering... My life is pointless... It's worthless... I'm useless. Not once have I seen her smile on her own, not once have I seen her smile without being forced by the man who loves her... I wasn't any help to her, and now that she's gone, I won't be of any use to world. And so, its better off that I'm gone. For good. But then, life still has things hidden for me... It still has things planned for me, it still has things ready to give to me. And from what I've been through, this time, I'll make sure, I won't make a mistake.

"You old fool. Its time to pick up those frail old feet of yours and start moving. Life ain't gonna wait for you, you know." This is what I told myself. And I will not forget it, together with the memories we shared together, no matter how painful.

"Life is somehow like an ocean. There's not just one island on it, there are thousands, perhaps millions. You can't just stay on one and live there. Someday, someone else is gonna move in, ore that island's gonna sink down the waves." Another line I told myself.

And so, another chapter of our lives begin, and I will begin with all of us. Its time to leave our past experiences behind, take a few maybe, and see what we can get from them. Its time we pick up our frail old feet and start moving. Our island's sinking beneath the waves.

A chapter from a diary...
Cherry Blossom

Posting?.

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Hey.. Pointless..

Wanna know the real ME?

Sorry, .. can't..
Love you all,.. honestly (just .99%)..
Even .. enemies (just .99%)..
That's .. ...
Nobody knows the real .. ..
I'm afraid.., honestly (just .99%)..

........

Hi..

Go us, introverts!..
Anti Emo Feeling Social Introvert..

Stupid sometimes, honestly..
This blog rocks!.
At least we enjoy..
So unpredictable..
Never expected this..
Anyway, important things first..
Where's SOCIAL?!.
Hate LoopHoles..
Completeness means a lot..
Though, enjoy..
Thanks..

c",

Go Us!.

Love You All.. Anti Emo Social Introvert..

When I Got to Know You More

You've become a special friend to me
and I want to be that special friend for you...

The one who is there to comfort and care for you.
The one who understands, the one who listens.

Lately, I find myself thinking about you more and more.
I find myself wondering what it would be like, if we
were more than friends.

The more I get to know you,
the more I want to know about you.

The more I see you,
the more I want to see you.

The more I think of you,
the more i love you.

.think.

My Share..

*Why Worry?*

There are only two things in life to worry about:

Whether you are well
or whether you are sick.

If you are well,

then there is nothing to worry about.

But if you are sick,

there are only two things to worry about:

Whether you are going to get well

or whether you are going to die.

If you get well,

then there is nothing to worry about.

But if you die,

there are only two things to worry about:

Whether you are going to go to heaven
or whether you are going to go to hell.

If you go to heaven,

then you have nothing to worry about.

But if you go to hell,

you'll be so busy shaking hands with all your friends,

that you won't have time to worry!

So, Why Worry?

Be Happy

*Do not cry if the Sun sets at the end of the day, because the tears will
not let you enjoy the beauty of the Stars. *

anti's first post

so proud to be a member of the group..
hehe. go introversies..
la lng.. pa post-post lang..
naktunganga, nakanganga..
pero hindi linalangawan.
yuck yun.
nag-iisip, malalim na malalim.
ano kaya?
wala pala..
weird ko no?
oo ganyan naman talaga ako.
inaapi-api, inaalipusta..
para bagang ang mundo'y naiinis sa akin.
ewan nga ba kung bakit ganito ang buhay..

ummm... like... random?
life is random.
yeah. really weird..
btw, you just don't know how weird i am.
know what?
i can tumble =xP
so lame of me.
lame jokes - i lived with it my whole life.
funny, humorous..
but what if i'm alone?
well, i don't cry.
but i'm quite emo..
but i don't want to be emo.
i lived with lies of hapiness.

haha! kafunny sa akon ah.
daw ka wala pulos gid ya ginapanghambal ko.
sh*t.. buangit gid ko ya.
feeling emo. felling funny.
haha *evil laugh*
te, kabalo kamo mag kadlaw nga malain?
ay ambot..
whatever. stupid na gid ko ya.
la lng. RANDOM.
sa tuod lang bag-o ko lang man narealize nga karandom sa akon.

*sudden end*

To My Visitors

Hello my sweet costumers...

If I have any...

The almighty ruler of this blog will be gone for a while...

My subjects shall be your hosts...

Farewell!!!

xP

First and Foremost

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base color etc...


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